did i mention...

i got a scholarship for next semester. it is through the cloud foundation. i cant accept it though because i have to be enrolled for 12+ hours. i wont be able to take that many hours next semester. as it is, i have already dropped my blah blah blah course (geography) and not by my choice, and after this week, the rest of them might have to go too. that isnt something that makes me happy. i have put in a lot of hours and work, just to see it go down the tubes. i guess that is what motherhood is about. i have had to make plenty of hard decisions lately, this one should be the easiest to make, but it hasnt been so easy...but i would do anything needed for my children. :O(